So friends, here I am. This is the end of the line in my opiate enjoyment. I risked it all, and it might all still go, don't know yet. I have went through withdrawals many times before, but this time, it again "clicked" in my brain. I can no longer stand the pain I put my wife through, I can no longer stand the shell of a man I once was, I can no longer stand hurting those who love me. I am done.
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